Wednesday 22 January 2014

kanashimi


my instinct is true after all. i was 'dumped' once more. once again, i was broken hearted. skali lg ak hilangkn peluang tu. its okay leka. stop crying!! Dia kn ada... tp knpa mata ni mcm  kena cabai ek??

orang lain kisah psl islam kau kisah jepun kau, stop leka....! be strong..!
T_T smbil nanges.

Alhamdulillah. Alhamdulillah ala kulli hal. ALlah sebaik2 perancang.



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Saturday 18 January 2014

connectionless

a few weeks without internet connection makes me becoming a human after all. doing some beneficial activities (yess. except that one crucial thing; doing my action research. still no point kan.. *sigh)
i decided to finish several novels to fill my void time. 4 novels specifically as i need to give them back to their original owners. see, it takes 2 years to START reading then.

anyhow, i did not do any other activities because i was glued to the pages of those books. until my sis said
" ang dok wat pa. qeja dok baca buku"
"laa.. baca buku salah, xwat apa salah...apa yg btoi ntah.. kira baguih ni org baca"
"knapa tiba2?"
"sbb kena perabih cepat. nk bg balik"
" quran dak pon"


terdiam.

of her

because she's perfect while i'm not.
she always pretty.
she always pure.
she always kind.
she always independent.
she always great.
she always sincere.
she always generous.
she always helpful.
she always strong.
she's great.
she's everything that you ever wished.
while i'm not.
i'm not.

alhamdulillah. she's my unsung hero.