Monday 25 June 2012

oh Allah, why?

i prayed for that thing but He gave me the opposite.
i wanted to be away from that person but He gave me a separation with people i dont want to be separated instead just to be with that person. why oh why?

and why should i be thinking about you all the time? i'm tired. i just want to be away from you mentally and physically this holiday just to heal my wounded heart hurt by you mercilessly.

i guess this play doesnt reach the ending part yet. well, i guess i should be ready with my mask to put on again.
  credit to nurel yana

i'm a good actor, am i not? because hypocrisy is my food. let the play begins.

in a meantime, i should enjoy this time where i dont have to pretend to be someone else. i'll just be me.