Monday 26 September 2011

5 posts

15 sept 2011

This is my first class with miss fairuz. So, when I first saw her, I was like “whoa”. I didn’t know she is very funny, yet very strict. She asked us to make this blog. So, here I am, working my brain out to think what to write. Honestly, I really don’t know what to write. Some people don’t like miss fairuz’s way to teach. But positively, this is the best way to improve our skills. To tell you the truth I’m even worse than people who didn’t take tesl as their major. Fool me, isn’t it? really, I cant speak proper English. I couldn’t even speak. I have low self esteem. And I’m not smart.

16 sept.

Someone got mad at me, she said ‘I’m not as rich as you!”. I DID want to tell her this:

Dude, let me tell ya. I wasn’t born into a rich family. I don’t have money as much as you have. I didn’t get the KPM scholarship; I don’t have rm4000++ in my bank account. I had to survive this semester, I can’t ask from my parent. I have two more siblings that they have to support, one of them studying in private school. The other has to stay in my aunt house. Do you think that she liked it? Being apart from her parent? My dad is too weak to work anymore, and my mom, she has to work. She never worked before! Do you think that she’s still young and strong to do those works? do you think i liked it when i saw her, torn out from working hard?? My first brother just got married, and he was the only source that supported us before. Do you think that we can ask for more from him? My second brother had to postpone his marriage. Do you think that he liked it? My elder sister couldn’t find any suitable job for now. My third brother just finished his study, and he’s waiting to go out from this country just to find us more money. Do you think that he liked it, to be away from this peace country? And had to survive in nowhere just to see his parent and his siblings happy? And do you think that I can easily ask them for money? Excuse me, I’ve been suffering here. And no one knows and that including you. So, think before you say something.

I went out with my first brother. Going out with him makes me missing my home. We bought a printer. I have to do something that can at least support my financial, I told you right? So, we are planning to make this printing business. I don’t ask for sympathy here, I’m asking for supports. Give me courage to do this business printing. I kinda need it right now. Hehe. Call me if you want to print your assignment!

17 September

Today was my first taekwando class. So, I already set my mind up that this first class would going to be nothing. Turned out, the new instructor treated us like we’re already in three weeks class. I didn’t get the chance to eat my breakfast and I was late because of the stupid upsi bus. It was so tiring!! We had to run, stretch, and do everything. I didn’t have any energy left. There was a student fainted, the others sit in the back because they couldn’t take it anymore. I didn’t even drink a drop of water! And I couldn’t even breathe. All happened because I never work out for past 4 month holiday. Serve me right. I didn’t have energy to buy my lunch. The only thing that played on my mind was my bed. I met my friends. They asked me to join them to go to pasar malam. I said okay. But when I went back, I slept the whole day that I didn’t wake up on time. So, I missed the pasar malam. i broke my promise again. I’m sorry guys..

18 September

We went to k.l. because I desperately need to buy shoe. We went to rawang with car. I went there with my housemate but I hang out with my high school friends. Really miss hang out with them. It brought back those memories. My legs were really hurt results from the previous training. it felt like they gonna ‘plug off’ from the joint. I was so hurt, I tell you. And I was very tired! But, all were gone when I hang out with them. I smiled. I laughed. At the end, I didn’t buy the thing that was the only reason why I went there. Haha. But, its okay. Isn’t it? I don’t like to go shopping, I hate going to the women section, I like anime and books, I like to buy guys clothes, I like to fool around and they knew that. They joined me. (^___^)

19 September

We went out again this night. We ate at the dusun bay restaurant. People says its beautiful, but I saw nothing special. Maybe because of the darkness of the night. Its okay, we still got more chances to go there. The fried rice, nahhh.. nothing special. Ohh, the chocolate shake was superb! The thing is, I didn’t like the feeling, going out with only three people from our house feels incomplete. The other two had eaten already because it wasn’t plan before.