gudixation activated

oh heart, stop beating vigorously,
dont jump out of my body,
oh heart, stop already,
cause i cannot stop shaking tremendously.

i am neither cupid nor Apollo,
but, i might have spread love,
and love backfired to me,
as my poorly skilled archery
to be blamed for.

*gila sekejap selepas kursus memanah*

oh heart, he would never be yours. so, stop dreaming.

they turn into pieces

with hardship, he built up the castle,
but, they went hassle,
everything turned into mess,
sands cluttered everywhere else,

i tried to rebuild it,
but failed, who am i?
i cant strengthen it,
is there still any hope? i'm wishing for the star high.

T_T

~Speak The Truth Even If It Be Against Yourself~

Prophet Muhammad (Sallallaahu Alayhi Wasallam) said,

"Forgive him who wrongs you; join him who cuts you off; do good to him who does bad to you and speak the truth even if it be against yourself"

oh Allah, why?

i prayed for that thing but He gave me the opposite.
i wanted to be away from that person but He gave me a separation with people i dont want to be separated instead just to be with that person. why oh why?

and why should i be thinking about you all the time? i'm tired. i just want to be away from you mentally and physically this holiday just to heal my wounded heart hurt by you mercilessly.

i guess this play doesnt reach the ending part yet. well, i guess i should be ready with my mask to put on again.

  credit to nurel yana

i'm a good actor, am i not? because hypocrisy is my food. let the play begins.

in a meantime, i should enjoy this time where i dont have to pretend to be someone else. i'll just be me.

dude!

dude! come on! stop dreaming..!!!!!

you will never care.

The prettiest smiles hide the deepest secrets. 
The prettiest eyes have cried the most tears. 
And the kindest hearts have felt the most pain.. :)


_azreena_


i dont have prettiest smile, eyes and the kindest heart. 
but, i do have the pains. 

but no one, including you will ever care.

but,i have Allah. and thats enough. i'll find another kain buruk to wipe out the blood.

Alhamdulillah.

its hard

♥ maafkanlah, walaupun hati TAK MAMPU bertahan..
♥ maafkanlah, walaupun hati terpaksa menanggung KEPERITAN..
♥ maafkanlah, walaupun hati berkata TIDAK..
♥ maafkanlah, walaupun hati ini SELALU disakiti..
♥ maafkanlah, walaupun hati merasa TERPAKSA..

~> kerana dengan sebuah KEMAAFAN dapat memberi kesejahteraan, kebahagiaan, keindahan & ketenangan dalam kehidupan kita..InsyaAllah..♥