havoc night

last night was a havoc, chaotic and stressful night. the night of course registration. everyone was having a stressful just to register their course. anyway, i just want to ask you people, if anyone out there who has the answer, why did we UPSIans have to experience this things each and every year! while others, i said others from other universities never ever had to face this thing?? why??



"you says that foolish dreams are poisonous, like a book that tells us a bout the end of the world."

in soo in_goose's dream

works works works

omg. there are dozens of works to do! i'm not complaining, just want to tell you. arrgghhh..! and i'm too lazy to do anything!








'In some ways, you know, people that don't exist, are much nicer than people that do.'

lewis carol

kazoku

what is kazoku?kazoku means family. i love my family.
just received a message from my brother, i just want to tell him. no matter what happen, no matter how hard our life will be, no matter how sad we are, just dont give up. please dont give up. i'm begging you, be happy. please be happy. one day, i say one day, everything will be alright. because He always with us. o Allah, for countless time, i'm begging you, give us strength to face this all this.


My sis,
Have a good life there..
Enjoy every precious moment you have..



yes, i will...
because i love my family..









"ohana means family. family means no one is left behind-or forgotten" lilo and stitch

babbling

this night i will go to an event. and this whole day i will be kinda busy.
i got a message from my sister. and i was like, 'ya Allah, why is this happen?" we are a family. we shouldnt be like that. i understand my sister's feeling, yet, i concern about my brother's feeling. if i were him, i would cry like that too. but i hope he will realize it. and change. to my sister, i hope you will be happier, dont even think that rubbish things if it would make hatred grow in your heart. i love both of them.



"When the sea dries up you can see its depths, but when a person dies you will still not know his mind"

too much things to do

i have many things to do. yet,i do nothing. i just happened to know that my friend is going to.... wait for it... FOSTER.. ready..? FOSTER THE PEOPLE!!!!! i wanna go with her..!! omg! its FOSTER THE PEOPLE!!!!!







"when you think of giving up, think of the reasons why you held on so long"
my sis's quote.

i'm dead meat

okay, i'm going to die! miss fairuz wanna see our entries which i dont have any right now.. i'm dead. anyway, its been a really messed up week for me, seven days of torture, seven days of bitter.. (Hot Challe Rae, 2011)



‎"Happiness is like a butterfly. The more you chase it, the more it will elude you, but if you turn your attention to other things, it will come and sit softly on your shoulder."

20 oct- 26 oct

20oct

Today was the day. the day of our presentation. Everyone from my group was preparing their presentation while I did nothing. I don’t want to get nervous, that is why I didn’t rehearse my presentation like they did. So, I did nothing. When the time comes, as always, I get cold feet. The same thing happened yesterday when it was about five minute to go to the taekwando club. I’m a loser, isn’t it? anyway, I braved myself because a friend of mine tell me something that really hurts my pride. She disappointed with me. Those words kept playing on my mind. Anyway, when I was presenting, miss fairus stopped me. I was just about my third point. I don’t know why she did that. Was it because of my lame presentation? Or was it because she hated my way of presenting? Was it because I just shouted not presenting? Who knows? Let’s wait for the result.

21 oct

I just happened to know that my jap class was cancelled today because they replaced it last night. Again. last night and I didn’t know. Why? Because my lecturer posted it on her facebook. And why I didn’t check it? because of this farting upsi jaring! I cannot get through my password! And even if I use my friends’ passwords, excuse me, the line was soooooooo irritating..! i might die eating thi laptop while waiting for the internet to be connected. Wwhy they didn’t tell me? Because I’m freaking alone in that class. Okay, one of them told me, but it was too late already! I didn’t blame her of course. She thought that I knew already. Because of the stupid line, I missed my favourite class..!!!!

22oct

He had a haircut. Hihi…

Anyway, I have a program this day. a facilitator program. It was so tiring and I don’t get time to update my status. I really hope you understand. Thank you.

23oct

I was waiting for this day. I was really waiting for this day to come. I set my alarm really early (but, I didn’t wake up because I was expecting them to wake me up). I wanted to go there!!! I didn’t go to k.l because of this day! i’m frustrating right now!! It wasn’t their fault. I don’t blame them. But, I was disappointed. They dont seem excited as I am. I realized that. Anyway, we can plan, but, He set everything.

I chatted with him just now. He said something that really makes me annoyed. He knows nothing yet he made it like it was my fault! I was the victim here. Okay, you want the truth? Yes. I was running away from you! Why? Because I hated you!

24 oct

I went to the taekwando club today. I get the courage just to go there. And something bad happened. someone was accidentally dropped a bottle of water, the big bottle, on my head. And he was in the second floor while I was on the basement. What do you think? Was it hurt? Bloody hell, yeah. I was going to black out actually. I feel dizzy until now. And I couldn’t think right at the moment. And I yelled at him. And now, I feel sorry for him.

I enjoyed the club today because everyone’s going back to their hometown, so, there were only 8 people including me at the club. I cant face more people.

250ct

Well, today I went to iium to see the final round of the Bahasa debate. It was between uitm and usim. The English debate was held in the evening and we didn’t have the chance to join it. it was live broadcasting in mobtv.com. our vice pm, Dato hishamuddin was there. Including the famous and very important people. I was so shocked when I saw they debate. I was like “whoa, for real? They can talk like that?”. I wish I had their confidence. The best debator was given to a student from usim. They were the winning team. They can bring back rm25000. It was nice. And fyi, they are not even from fakulti of language. Anyway, its iium, so I had the chance to meet miera n bilah there even for just a second.! Love them. To ain: thanks for giving me this opportunity, this is the new experience for me. And thanks for making me smile all the way, because of those memories from kmkn.

26oct

Kak gee came. We went out to rawang tesco and had our lunch there. It was nice to be outta here. I was going to be sickened of bored. Love it. That night, we bought food from the café. And to be real, we waited for about 3hours just to buy 3 fried rice.